This title, from an audition posting that was emailed to me, assures me that the world hasn't changed in the last couple of days. I took a vacation from the world outside my apartment for the last two days, and frankly I'm always afraid that I'm going to miss something.
There's rarely a need to worry.
A lot of times lately I feel like I'm a cartoon character who has run off a cliff. I'm pumping furiously, and it's that moment just as I'm realizing that there's no more ground underneath me; it's a dizzying mix of the exhilaration of everything and the panic of falling.
A lot of times it seems perfectly reasonable to me that I could spryly launch off some object (cliff wall, falling car, etc.) in the reverse direction, thus breaking my fall and averting a disastrous landing.
A lot of times I try to forget about that little piece of wisdom I learned as a child, that at a fall from a great height, water will be as hard as cement. I want to believe that water will receive me, welcome me. Water will slowly stop my fall in a tickling cloud of bubbles before pushing me gently back to the surface.
It's interesting to me that they specifically asked for HOT models.
It gets me wondering if there is an agency out there for ugly models. It makes me wonder if it's possible to escape the implanting that television and marketing firms have done. It makes me wonder if it does any good to point at things and laugh.
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You are going to ROCK that audition.
i like your biker man facial hair.
there are ugly models. they work on porn sites that cater to men that think ugly models are HOT. of course, ugly is a VERY subjective word. as is "HOT" when referring to a person. so then i wonder if people I think are ugly show up at the auditions for HOT models. and i bet they do.
you, however, are the very definition of HOT in my book, so I'd totally hire you at my audition for hot models.
why am i fucking rambling in your comments section again? ferfugssake.
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